Wednesday, November 11, 2009

getting back to me

I finally made it to the doctor's office on Monday, and yes, I have had bronchitis for about 4 weeks now. I thought I had a handle on it, but alas, I was severely wrong! I had taken some major time off from the gym due to my not feeling well, I was grabbing for Hubby's asthma inhaler, and I couldn't shake this cough. So I suck it up- go to the doctor- take the meds (truthfully- I take the antibiotics, but the cough syrup with codiene apparantly made me stoned and sick to my stomach, so I will take a pass on that one.) Feeling better now.

So now I get back to the gym today and meet up with a new trainer because my beloved trainer has moved onto to different things.... It was cool. a kick in the ass that I needed. It just brings me back to the fact that I am not very good with goal setting and that procrastination seems to be a favored art form for me. I think if I did not go into actual labor with my children, I quite possibly might have put off giving birth to them.

Goals= need to be HIGH and INSPIRING
Need to get rid of the self doubt so that I do not unwittingly pass this on to my children
Must get out of my little box and step into something so out of the ordinary for me
Want to AMAZE myself as well as my support system (family and friends)

Working on a list for the coming months of the things I WILL achieve.....